Day 3

Hey people, I'm back for the third day! Just wanna say that in my blog, I won't talk much my sch cause my life in sch SUCKS, I still can't believe I've put up with this crap for the 4th year now...there's been times where I feel like I was gonna do something ppl were gonna regret, but...I've manage to keep my cool all this years...There's hasn't been many good memories in the sch I'm in now...I'll admit it. In form 1, i shat my pants(that's right...I'm not proud of it but at the very least I'm man enough to admit it), form 2, someone I wanted to be with left for another country(I bet a lot of ppl know who this is...I only regret not making a good impression towards her and not having the balls to make a move...) and also, this was the first year I had counseling..., form 3, I nearly beat someone up and had another counseling session...form 4 and current, I have to deal with 2, forever in my mind WILL be SONS OF BITCHES, my class assistants monitor, rashyidi and his his GAY PARTNER, aizuddin...other than that..., there's some 'black ass' who likes to say " woh woh woh" everytime he sees me...haven't heard it this few days though, wonder how long that's gonna last...also, I'd like to apologize to ppl I've been a pain in the ass towards this year....I'm sorry chien yee(ah fei), nicole, ee vien, sera, vincent, quin yi, pui kuan and a lot more other ppl...sorry...I bet you guys aren't wondering why I'm writing all this but I'll just lay it out, today in sch, the feeling that I wrote earlier about beating someone up came back to haunt me again today but...it was worse...I actually felt like I wanted to murder people today...it's hard to live through life after being in my shoes for these past 4 years...it's been very hard for me...have no good memories in this sch, no girl, no TRUE FRIENDS, no good results for PMR, heck, I don't even know if I can even pass SPM!!! All I know right now is that I'm feeling a lil' bit better after typing all this down...I just hope I can make it through until after form 5 by keeping my cool like I've did all this while...whew...that was a lot....well, I guess Day was mainly me being all cheezy, judge me if you want but just keep it to yourself, kay? I'm off...

-The Admin-